i didn't realize i'd care as much as i do at this moment. trust me, i've accepted that the time will eventually come. i guess...i guess...i didn't really prepare myself for when it actually becomes official. which is now. that unfortunate feeling of disconnection that that person is no longer part of what you've always known as far back as when you learned how to walk. yes, that. it's upon me.
no hatred. no, no.
just more love and acceptance.
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Monday, January 2, 2012
Sunday, January 1, 2012
new nuevo nouveau
oh my dear dear 2011, what a blast of a year you have been!
if i were to bullet every lesson, fun, sadness, poetry, life, love, music, adventure, heartache, acceptance, tear, death, forgiveness, honesty, prose, meekness, food, laughter, purchase, scream, travel, snore, fart, birthday, shot, pitcher, phone call, new friend, new family, friends becoming family, late night and early morning....man, it might take me half of 2012 to finish thoroughly.
no adjective will ever fit how i feel about my 2011 being my 2011. i wouldn't have it any other way. really.
from my home to yours, i wish you a bounty of love, laughter, and all around prosperity! here's to an amazing 2012! cheers!
if i were to bullet every lesson, fun, sadness, poetry, life, love, music, adventure, heartache, acceptance, tear, death, forgiveness, honesty, prose, meekness, food, laughter, purchase, scream, travel, snore, fart, birthday, shot, pitcher, phone call, new friend, new family, friends becoming family, late night and early morning....man, it might take me half of 2012 to finish thoroughly.
no adjective will ever fit how i feel about my 2011 being my 2011. i wouldn't have it any other way. really.
from my home to yours, i wish you a bounty of love, laughter, and all around prosperity! here's to an amazing 2012! cheers!
Friday, December 23, 2011
i am jesus
birthdays are always a joyous occasion. it should be celebrated every year regardless of age.
it is my birthday today. i am now older than i was yesterday and the day before. the sun has already set and i'm enjoying the remaining hours of the most amazing thing that ever happened to christmas eve eve.
too many blessings to account and i am forever grateful for each one. nothing else can ever be compared to being surrounded by family and friends on your birthday.
crap. the emo side of me is coming out again. baah. birthday eve: laughter was enjoyed... copious amounts of beer was had... shots were had... delicious food was had... more merriment was had... photos were taken... gifts were exchanged... pitchers kept coming... more laughters were shared... it was a highly excellent night! the morning time was pretty epic (yeah douche, i still say 'epic') as well. too much birthday morning fun. there are videos. oh and this needs a special mention: jodie was nicer to me too.
dude, i have the most amazing friends and bestfriends! i ask myself sometimes what did i ever do to be surrounded by these bozos. oh yeah drugs. hahaha. count your friends. they are blessings.
my adorable parents, thank you for consummating your love in spring 1985.
it is my birthday today. i am now older than i was yesterday and the day before. the sun has already set and i'm enjoying the remaining hours of the most amazing thing that ever happened to christmas eve eve.
too many blessings to account and i am forever grateful for each one. nothing else can ever be compared to being surrounded by family and friends on your birthday.
crap. the emo side of me is coming out again. baah. birthday eve: laughter was enjoyed... copious amounts of beer was had... shots were had... delicious food was had... more merriment was had... photos were taken... gifts were exchanged... pitchers kept coming... more laughters were shared... it was a highly excellent night! the morning time was pretty epic (yeah douche, i still say 'epic') as well. too much birthday morning fun. there are videos. oh and this needs a special mention: jodie was nicer to me too.
dude, i have the most amazing friends and bestfriends! i ask myself sometimes what did i ever do to be surrounded by these bozos. oh yeah drugs. hahaha. count your friends. they are blessings.
my adorable parents, thank you for consummating your love in spring 1985.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
masaya
had an excellent time with my family today. it's my early birthday supper and it was superb. much needed family pleasantry. i am humbled and blessed to have them...to still have them.
i gave them their christmas presents tonight as well. coz it is freakin normal to give gifts when you're celebrating your birthday.
early-late twenties in 3 days. yowza!
happy and content.
i gave them their christmas presents tonight as well. coz it is freakin normal to give gifts when you're celebrating your birthday.
early-late twenties in 3 days. yowza!
happy and content.
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